precious life... dead babies

IM ALSO A SOCK TOO DENYCE!!

2005-02-09T17:59:42Z

<td>You are a sock.

You are a cozy, fuzzy, warm-hearted person. A lot of your friends describe you as a hopeless romantic. You fall for the opposite sex very easily. But be careful, because usually you don't know what you are getting into, and because you are very sensitive, you can get hurt... especially in early relationships. Also, don't exclude the cold-hearted from your "want-list", because they just might be looking for a kind person to warm up their heart.... or a sock to warm up their feet.

Most compatible with: Toilet Paper.

Click here -- What Random Object Represents Your Inner Self?
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im a SOCK TOO.. awesome.. PUT US TOGETHER>. WE ARE A PAIR!!!. LYKE OMG!!! HOW CUTE!!! lolool... we rock!

fubar8512 @ 2005-02-09T12:16:00

2005-02-09T17:27:01Z

i know i havent done anything in a while.. ive been so busy.. so much to talk about

School aint too bad this semister.. its still pretty rough but u know what.. its all good.. im doing fine with them. only class i think i mayhave a slight problem with is phsyics.. its just BLAH.. i dunno..

work is work i guess. i realized how much work there is that needs to be done there.. and i feel like its up to me and a half indian to do it! cmon squanto.. let us pump out the jams! lol

ya know, things are going well between me and connie. liek honestly, i never thought it possible.. but it happend.. i tell ya.. its going well.. having her as a friend is well.. pretty darn kick ass. hmmmmm SCOTCH TAPE? lol =P

omg Marie came into the jorb yesterday!! omg i was so exicited to see herr. she was an awesome gal!! i gave her lots of kiss and huggies. nice to see her again ya know..

OMG. guess whos got a birthday in a month.. WOOO WOOO ME BABY.. March 10th!!!

I think me and Rich are gonna plan a march 11th par-tay.. like we tried to last year..
which.. endned up.. with no booze for Paul, a drunk Ryan Hobler dancing to Michael jackson.. Meagan getting smacked in the face by Jen... Jen calling someone a rude obsensity for a black person. lolol

Michael Jackson has a history.. later that year.. Ryan Had a party.. Michael jackson came on... later.. Tom Cen-NASSSSSTY.. or dead tom.. well. got really drunk.. and grabbed rich's balls.. and told me he hated me. lol. I love that kid.. hes the man.. then the police came but we wuz already outta there.. we wuz smart.. we left asap.. lol.. we smart yo!

do yourself a favor.. if ure having a party.. and michael jackson comes on.. RUN!!!. RUN!!!! RUN!!!!

~~ side note.. TOM ALLISON CUT HIS HAIR .. yeah. its mad weird, but he looks mad good.. hes gonna get all the ladies.. or perhaps the one he wants oOOooOooooOOOooo.. GO T.A.!

ITS ALLL ABOUT CHESS!!

Yes - Ive seen all good people

i duinno... im really bored.. its like 12:30 now... im gonna do something fun.. like annoy Liz online b4 she goes to work ... =)

so much to tell

2005-01-28T02:05:09Z

ok, so ALOTTTT has happend within the past week, like its so muchhhh

I think the biggest one, is me talking to Connie again... I mean. there are alot of doubters and haters out there that think its a bad idea, considering the nature of how we previously handled our LAST situation... which undoubtly ended in a fireball of rage/anger and so forth. Well listen, I do value my friend Opinions and stuff like that, but honestly, Its been so long.. like.. im a very forgiving person and stuff like that... Look, here are the facts.. We talked alot the 1st night, we both were so nervous to talk to each otha.. we layed down everything that weve been wanting to say for the past year and what not but havent had the balls to talk to eachother.. and you know what. I personally believe that this is a RIGHT choice.. the Right decision to be friends with her again.. And im sure that she feels the same way too. You dont know how Happy this makes me.. its like finding an old puppy u lost.. like u know the experiance of losing it and you never will try to lose it again... for now, it makes me happy and theres nothing that can change that.. Look the 1st night, i was so nervous, but i couldnt wipe the smile off my face. It was just sooo much. People think this is gonna start trouble... Hey its gonna start trouble if u make it out to be.
If you though that even talkin to her was a bad mistake.. ok, well we already hung out. I Picked her up and we drove around last saturday.. my jorb to pick up my check then we got something to eat at outback.. nothing too fancy. just so we could sit down and talk each other face to face for a lil while. LIke, heres a girl i havent spoken to in a year and a half.. and we are like 2 feeet away from eachother just having fun.. like how we USED to.. the dynamic duo back at cha! I tell yah.. It just feels nice to know that she still cares about me after all this time... i mean. would she have sent that message to me if she didnt?.. Whats now is now.. though we cant change the past.. we look foward to a brite future.. .. the DyNamic Duo back again.. aint nobody holdin us down now.

Well, while we are on the topic of people who i havent seen in a while.. SUMMER!! i have a play date with her tommorw.. we are gonna hang out and smoke a blunt or sumthing.. its awesome. i miss my Summer!! =(... Tottally awesomeness.. i cant wait!!! ahhhh!!

Im so tired.. I hate school and work.. 8am to 11pm days are killing me.. its too much.. i cant sleep at all... its just wayyy too much!!..

im gonna see if i can drop another day.. go down to 3 days a week, cause it just wayy too much...

well.. i mean. thats it.. thats all the news on this front

Valerie, here u are. inside the journal.. WU-TANG!!!!!

updateing

2005-01-21T21:05:39Z

yeah, i know its been a while.

I really DONT know whats going on with me.. I dont know what i want outta anything.. Im just trying to live my life ya know.. Go to school, Goto Work.. relax and have fun when i can... i just really miss alot of people.

pain in my ass

Say Rich, if ure reading this... GUESS WHAT I GOT..... Yep.. u guessed it.. more stuff to tell you..... i dont know.. its not good news.. nor is it bad news.. i jsut got some stuffz to tell ya...

Gina Gina, you sexy thang you... umm.. i miss u alot.. and. im gonna call u later.. cause ure at work right now.. .

Lindsay, My lovly girlfriend Lindsay... ok so we had some problems. but im glad we are LYKE SOOO GOING OUT RIGHT NOW.. WE MAKE A CUTE COUPLE.. LYKE OMG.. LEAVES!? LINDSAY HOPE + PAUL ANTHONY ... AWWWWWWWWW 1-4-3 !!.. and the 4 stands for LOVE.. not HATE!!!... yeah i know.. i just changed my mind...... Me and lindsay are doing some HARDCORE internet relationship thing.... its pretty brutal.. cause shes like 35 miles away... its. just so long of a distance... Argggggg... damn u long island!!

im going.. im bored.. peace

jlkj;l

2005-01-21T08:45:16Z

big update due tommorw.. right now..im going to bed!.. nite nite!!

its late

2005-01-12T08:09:36Z

its late.. 3am.. nobody is online...

sso many things i can get into.. but im not. Im only human right??

I have nothing lose

-paul

SORYR!!!

2005-01-09T19:21:55Z

ok so i havent updated in a while!! big deal./. u wanna fight about it.

here has been my life so far summed up in only one short paragraph

Ive been working.. work is fun fun fun. Good times. hilarious times. the working times. bummer

school starts in 9 days.. so i went shopping for note book.. yes thats right NOTE BOOK... because im so cool that i wont need to bring anything else because i fucking rock the house ya'll

i got peed on..

i dunno.. im bored.. i wanna do sumthing today.. and it DOESNT INVOLVE FOOD AT ALL.. i went over my fast food minutes by alot this week..

its terrible.. i need to stop eating lol.. but its sooo good

i started to take a multivitamin plus iron pill.. figure it wouldnt hurt me .... get some more iron in me..holla..

what else..

J-E-T-S.. my god... i almost had a heart attack.. way to go jets.. now we play either Pitsburg or New England..
hey.. if the BOSTON RED SOX.. the fucking gayest taem in hiostory can win... WHY NOT THE JETS.. LETS GO GANG-GREEN.. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..
CHAD PENNINGTON.. WOOOO.. LETS GO JETS

i dunno.. im really bored.. i need to do sumthing today..

-miss u all!!

denyce, i got home from work.. and u werent there.. u left me a note.. it said and i quote "Dear Paul, went out with the gals.. i left u a warm plate in the oven" .. and i thought.. well she left me something to eat.. cool beans.. so i open the oven. and what did i find.. a Plate... just sitting there empty!!!.. IT WAS JUST A WARM PLATE!!.. U DIRTY TRICKSTER!!! lololol..

4 the kids Denyce - <3

-Pauly poo

QUIXOTIC.. WHATEVER THAT MEANS!!..

2005-01-03T08:23:59Z

ok yah
im bored again

another day at work.. yayyyy
i tried doing the best i can at filling the speed table.. then i realized there are 2 sides.. cause the stupid sheet went alphabetical. so i was like woo im done.. then i look.. THE OTHER SIDE OF THE TABLE STARTS BACK UP AT A AGAIN. and i was like OHHH MAN!!!!. so by the time i finished Side 1. it was time to close cause i had like 4 info hours. which totally took me away from everything.. and that sucked.. anytime i got into any kind of groove.. its time to huslte my ass back to the info desk where i can hassled with STUPID QUESTIONS like. "Do i Pay here?".. because i dont see a register here to ring me up and im a crazy psycho woman.. or "WHERE ARE THE BOOKS ON TAPE".. right next to you.. did you even look? WE GOT SIGNS YO!!.. eugh... i tell ya though..honestly i dont blame them.. i tried using the computer thing that the customers are supposed to use.. and i couldnty type anything. the mouseball wasnt working. and i was liek FUCK THIS.. im going over here.. i cant blame them.. maybe if we can get like digital touch screen. it would be easier.. but no.. that costs money.. cause we only make 86 THOUSAND DOLLERS A DAY.... (on average days.. we still make around 26Gs.. so dont spare me the shit.)'

so i think i broke it... rich knows what im talking about.. you know what.. as long as liz doesnt find out or read this message...oh.. HI LIZ.. WHO WILL AND IS READING THIS RIGHT NOW!! =) .. its a secret.. but i <3 u... your better then Ice cream... (( http://www.funnyjunk.com/pages/ice_cream.htm ) go there!!!.... you lovly lovly dream liz. .. Liz.. i mean sure, ure like X years older then me (its ok.. i wont say ure real age.. i know how u women get).. but i mean, you think of me and u think of this sick, young, childish boy.. when really...im just a guy.. a regular guy, who yes, tends to be a lil crazy, but arent we all just a lil crazy liz.. explain it to me.. we all have our faults.. our ups and downs.. i mean sure.. you may THINK u know everything about me.. but do you.. have you ever seen me cry.. my feelings.. inside, deep in me, there is a person too, with real emotions just like everyone else. I think we all hide our true emotions, to present a false state of hapiness oh its true. Ive been doing it for years.. holding back and struggling all these years.. for what.. over some DRAMA.. teenage aganst.. the pursuit of something you CANT have. a false adventure for no reason. all for one shot at a small dream in the over all picture.. THATS NOT RIGHT E-LIZ-A-BETH. They can take our lives.. BUT THEY CAN NEVER TAKE OUR FREEEEDDDDOOMMM.. ( and our love .. Liz <3 PAUL 1/3/05 ) lYKE OMG!!! we rule.

now that ive throughly embarassed not only my boss, but my good buddy Lizzurr.. its time to move on..

besides from driving down the street, playing MC HAMMER, i mean, what else am i gonna do latley? well heres a list of things i MUST DO soon
I must hang out with Summer, i called her today..cause she left me an IM saying that i was gay. and that i suck... kinda like the time at school when she called me gay then bounced to do sumthing while i hadda go to another class.. so i left a note on her car.. telling her THAT SHE WAS GAY!.. and i drew a big penis on it.. HA-hA_hHA-HAHA.. whos laughing now!!.. MEE!! cause im still laughing........ so i called her up.. and get this.. SHE ACTUALLY PICKED UP THE PHONE. OMG!! SUMMER PICKED UP THE PHONE. cool.. so i told her WHATS REALLY GOOD. and shes like blah blah im chillin w/ my girlzz and im like wordd playyaa. and shes like yeahh mannnn. and im liek aight ill let u go. we supposedly made plans to hang out tommorw, i dunno if that will happen, but i will call the gal tommorw and be like yooo whats really good. maybe well smoke a blunt or sumthing up in ossning. and i can talk to her mom again! yayy horray for WINTER!. yes.. her moms name is WINTER.. and her name is Summer, aww adorable.. its all good though. i havent seen that girl in a mad long time.. i hope i even remember the roads that is Ossning.. last time i was up there. all back roads and shit.. going like 80mph on bumpy back roads and im like WTF MATE.. ok enough.. mooving onn!!

Caily stoped by the store today, cool beans, i havent spoken to her in like. ohh a day.. weird.. u dont talk to sum1 for a long time and now uve seen them like 3 times, called on the phonee like 3 times but we havent really chilled.. maybe ill chill with her soon.. itll be hotness

I havent even seen THE GABI latley.. we are always so busy, we never see eachother ne more. its sad

== ok.. now ure thinking. OK PAUL IS JUST A MAN WHORE.. talking to like 50000000 girls and whatnot.. BUT IM NOT.. they are all my friends..

plus.. all my guy friends.. i see them everyday, so i know whats really good.. and if sumthing happends, i know already. BESCAUSE IM ALWAYS THERE.. sometimes.. and anybody i dont keep in contact with is for good reasons.. cause some of them are ass'es. or they just do stupid drugs and i dont want none of that shit around me cause it only leads to bad things..

speaking of which, its day b4 the one year aniversery of my friend Erica's death.. god its been a year already. I miss the girl alot, nobody should be taken from you at age 18.. its too young.. I dont ever want to go to another funneral for a friend ever again... We used to tell eachother that we were eachothers gurdian angels jokingly.. because wed always look out for one another.. too many good times with that girl.. Its still shocking to me that ill never see her again. and I do believe that she is still lookin after me from up there. I love you Erica, I miss you so much.

kinda started this whole thing on a happy note, now im just so down, getting a lil teary eyed ya know.. so let me move on...

I need to get some stuff checked out for my car.. basics.. oil change, etc etc etc.. i just refiled washer fluid.. i dunno what else to write! lol.. im trying to make things SOMEWHAT HAPPIER. i cant just abruptly go into a story about something hysterical after something like that can i??.. no.. im not that non-emotional.

ok now that i made the segway, now i can do a happy story. So me and my wife Denyce were walkin threw the park with the kids.. ya know.. we were talking things out while the kids were on the jungle gym.. playing.. smileing.. always with BIG smiles! . while me and the wifey ya know.. were talking abou our future.. how.. things were gonna be like.. without all the bullshit from the layers and court orders and all that shit.. and just for one moment, it felt like we were a family again. ya know. when you feel it deep down.. when it really hurts so much.. do you know what that feelin of hurt is.. Its love.. and realized that i havent been loving my family the way i should be.. SO I MUST BE A BETTER FATHER TO MY FAMILY.. Denyce, will you.. make me the happiest man in yonkers...again.. Will you.. Marry me.. again?? !!!!! =)

lol, phew. now thats done with!!. OMG LOOK!.. LEAVES!!!

its mad late.. around 3:22am now.. im gonna pack it up and head into bed.. NO WORK TOMMORROW WOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
gnite everyone.. peace

-Paulllllyyyy Pooooooooo

HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BIG GULPS HUH!! WELL.. SEEAAA YAA LATER!!

2005-01-02T08:54:30Z

so i saw this on gregs post, i havent seen anybodys in like 2 days.. and now EVERYONE wants to post.. to fine.. here is everything everybody wants to see

MY SOUNDTRACK TO MY LIFE

opening credits: THE WHO - MAGIC BUS... cause thats just a fucking awesome song to open a movie with

waking-up scene: insert morning radio show with. HOO HOO WACKY RADIO DJS!.. *toots horn*

average-day scene: Led Zeppelin - Dancin' Days

best-friend scene: ALLMANS.. ALLMANS.. ALLMAN.. ANY ALMANS.. OMG.. JESSICA maybe// WHy nOT the entire Eat and Peach album. OMG!! I CANT PICK!.. ALLMANS = GOOD FRIENDS = GOOD TIMES..

Girl of your dreams walks by scene Like: i like bit butts and i cannot lie!!.. oh.. the song title.. BABY GOT BACK - sir Mixalot

first-date scene: Beethovens 4th Sonato in the key of C.... cause C is a happy key.. i dunno. wheres like. some good music u can hang out to, and just kick it and have a good time.. Blue oyster cult - Burning for you

first kiss scene: SEXUAL CHOCOLATES THEME SONG FROM THE WWE.. WWF.. same thing.. if u dont know what im talkin about.. go on napster, kazzaa winmx. whatever u got.. and downlaod that shitttttttttt

falling-in-love scene: BLACK CROWES - SOUL SINGING... nuff said

love scene: ERIC CLAPTON - LAYLA.... and why not throw in the Sexual Chocoalte theme too.. god, id be a terrible director,, using the same song twice.. geeze

fight-with-friend scene: TOOL - THE PATIENT......cause. i said so

break-up scene: some shitty emo song, with whiney vocals and terrible guitar playing.. OH WAIT.. THATS LIKE 99% of the crap they put out today.. oh ok.. INSERT ANY SONG HERE.. -- most likley for me though... its DEFINATLY.. Lynards Skynards - Tuesday's gone.. but i guess thats like the scene after .. so break ups tend to be angry.. so im gonna go with GODSAMCKS - I STAND ALONE

get-back-together: The Who - Love Reign o'er me..... "only love, can make it rain, the way the beach is kissed by the sea"

fight-at-home scene: I FUCKING HATE YOU .. by Godsmack (yes, godsmack is a great choice greg)

"life's okay" scene: Led Zeppelin - Good Times BAd Times

heartbreak scene: Led Zeppelin - The Rain song... if uve listened threw this entire song.. you know why

mental-breakdown scene: TOOL - Disposition / Reflection / TRIAD .. .. my brain is like a metal warp..

driving scene: ACDC - SHook me all night... cause i like driving to this

lesson-learning scene: KENNY LOGINS - HIGHWAY TO THE DANGER ZONE... cause.. i always learn stuff when im.. IN THE DANGER ZONE!!

deep-thought scene: TOOL - LATERALUS (the song, not the album).. provoking... just like the entire album... im gonna have me a cookie..

flashback scene: depending on how far u go back.. can mean anything.. why not jsut use GreenDays - Basket case

party scene: 2 words.. THE DOORS - LA WOMAN

happy dance scene: The Waitresses - Christmas Wrapping... good times dancing to this.. 40oz trumpets.. and sqaure dancing to this song.. (DONT ASK)

regret scene: FREEEEEBIRDDDDDDDDDD

long-night-alone scene: George Thorogoods - I DRINK ALONE... why.. cause why not..

death scene: 1st off. the scene is shot in sloowwwwww mooo.. and i jsut want some gregorian monks chanting.. thats it. nothing else

closing credits: ALICE IN CHAINS - GRIND.. HARDCORE WAY TO GO OUT.. none of that soft shit..

~~~~

well thank you greg for making me waste some time and think about stuff and stuff....
time to address the masses

Denyce, TJ's??. WHAt TJ's.. theres like 4 of them. hit me back with specifics.. not TJ's cafe billards.. cause u woulda said cafe billards.. i dunno. im not sure.. as for the kids.. they told me they enjoyed it.. plus ure good buddy hooker suzy was there watching them while u were working it!!. and i swear that WASNT ME in the far right corner with the trench coat and sunglasses.. that .. wass some. other.. dead bead husband.... i swear... phh cmon. me in a strip joint.... PPPPLLLEEASEEEE....id never.. lol. Good times De, ill hit u up soon.. btw, since u said u were going out.. to get milk later.. ya know.. since u were going out ANYWAY.. if u wanna pick up some itlain bread and some mozzerlla cheese for tonites dinner.. IM COOKING!!! YAY!! were gonna have everybodys favorite, HOME MADE PIZZZZAH PIEEE.. mmm mmm mm i made the sauce already, so i left you $10 on the kitchen counter OK? thanks sweetie. thats the reason why i married you in the 1st place.. cause ure the best!!... WOOOO big ups to being #1 !!! NUMBER ONE!!.. wooo

ill continue this post tommrow night.. its like 4am. MUST GOTO SLEEp/. AHHHHHHH

-PAuly POoo

Sick

2004-12-31T01:39:33Z

day 2 into this chapter of the sickness

whats really good??

well i missed the bar night last night.. i feel so bad, i sooo wanted to see all these people

2nd day i called out of work

not cool yo, i hate missing work, cause i feel bad

but im sick,, soooooo i really cant blame myself.. wait.. yes i can. cause i got sick!
i dunno, things are boring. aint nuttin to do,

aint nothing wrong.. aint nothing right and still i lay awake all nightt.. ohhhh
word sublime-ness

what else umm.. ive just been sitting here, watching movies.. drinking OJ.. talkin to people online.. i really havent done anything else thats worth talking about or going OOOOOOOOOOo about

Im gonna start posting MISSING posters of my wife Denyce around Yonkers.. She hasnt been home in 4 months.. WHERE ARE THE KIDS! SHE TOOK THEM FROM ME!! AHHHH imma find her.. and take back the kids because they need to goto school!.. lol

lets seee when i get better, which better be by tommorw
i wanna party for new years.. please.. dont let me be sick tommorw night.. I WILL KILL SOMEBODY!! PREFERABLY SOME SCARSDALE SPOILED ARISTOCRAT.. eugh.. i hate you people.. with ure SCARFS and ure fucking Gay Spoiled children who get home schooled cause ure all rich and spoiled.. KILL URESELF. STOP READING. STOP COMING TO BORDERS.. dont u understand.. we hate you!!

im really bored.. leave me some love and leave a message. cause im really fucking bored..

awww IM SICK AGAIN!!!!! ahhhhhhhh

2004-12-29T16:37:10Z

well.. today IM SICK AGAIN

i called out of work, this sucks.. i HATE BEING HOME.. I HATE BEING SICK OH MY GOD

Jerry Orbach died too.. my Law and Order Master.. that sucks yo!!.. JERRYY!!!! =*(

so i have nothing to do..
im fucking bored
im sick
i cant do anything
this sucks
so much
i hate this shit.

im gonna go take some more NyQuil and pass the fuck out..

another thing. John Basedow is the devil

Denyce, i know we talked 4ever last night.. but i still miss the kids.. come home soon. kK?

xmas eve and shit

2004-12-25T06:02:48Z

well xmas eve.. was terrible

WORK. SUCKED MAJOR DONKEY ASS
OH MY GOD
id never seen so many fucking people on XMAS EVE buying gifts..
way to fucking wait til last minute people.. geeze

got home.. as i expected.. family crap
eugh.. the onslaught of gifts where i got a new phone for my room which is cool
and. uhh thats it. for now

its late, im about to turn in
when outta the clear blue sky
SUMMER IMS ME.
lyke omg. i missed Summer so much!! i havent seen or heard from her since like Juneish.. bs'ed for a lil bit how are u.. how ya beenn etc etc etc. i gonna try to get and see her one day on this break.. i miss her soo much yo

i guess part of the reason why i miss her, is because...well. she was my only friend up at wcc.. its so hard to make real friends up there and shit.. so i guess just us being friends OUTSIDE of school was so much fun.. chillin. smokin a blunt or bowl hits after class and shit.. took a trip to ossning where she lived.. met her mommy and stuff.. and i mean, since then.. i havent really met anyone else up at school.. its just like b4.. go there. go take class.. leave.. ya know. no fun.. boring..

i guess what im saying is that i miss my friend....

thats it for now.. see u guys later!!!

Not even once..

2004-12-24T08:08:24Z

YO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i never touch the stuff.

fubar8512 @ 2004-12-23T07:27:00

2004-12-23T12:29:47Z

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so tired baby

2004-12-19T17:45:13Z

im SO FUCKING TIRED OF WORKING.. OH MY GOD.. MY BACK IS KILLING ME AND I WANNA KILL PUPPIES AND CHILDREN AND SENIORS AND SCARSDALE PEOPLE
..

i tell you though, yesterday at work wasnt so bad, i mean we were having fun up at reg, im yelling out stuff like "NEXT BACKSTREET BOY FAN ON THE LINE, STEP DOWN HERE!" and people were like reluctant to come down. and also "HEY NEXT ON LINE GETS TO BE RUNG UP HERE AND GETS A FREE DATE WITH ME AND OR GREG!". i remember those 2 girls running to the back of line cause they were so embarassed.. hahaha oh wait.. =(

i met up with john and trisha and denise campian.. .. kinda weird!. havent seen then in like 4ever. chilled.. smoked a blunt ..word playa
then i got tired and realized i got work again.. soooo im going home to sleep!

I hope rich got my note i left him at work.. about the TPS reports and the Memo.. im sure he saw it.. laughed.. then noticed it was signed by Bill Lumberg, CEO of Initech. god.. that movie is hella cool.... well i need to take a shower, throw on whatever clothes i got and headd off to work.... oh welll

Denycé, my darling, look, i know this is hard for you to take, but still, theres something i hafta tell you... yes.. I have..... ANMENIESA!!!! i had forgotten about our wedding. the kids, Mom and the Raccoon story. EVERYTHING. where we live, our 1st kiss, our first drink, our first fight, our first tax return, our 1st phone call, our 1st donkey ride, our 1st punch in the face that u gave me... and thrn 2nd.. perhaps the 3rd., lololololol,, yes, i even forgot how to laugh, so i must express myself in LOL's.. wow.. im a terrible human being.. DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, I dunno where i just went with that random rant, but i hope it made u smile just a lil bit. i know ure working hard, keep up the good work and remember YOUR #1 !!.. NUMBER ONE!!!!.. so smile! =) remember that Sting is always watching you...every breath you take... every move you make... hes watching you.. =o

-Pauly PooooOooOoOoOoo

j;ljlkj;oijo0j;lokj

2004-12-18T07:25:23Z

i jsut home.. im tired. leave a msg..

i hate borders

i hate it i hope it burns

me ans liz with the gasoline?? it wasnt us, we swear.

~~

RICHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh talk to me asap. see u at work.. BLARG!!!!!!!!

Denycé.. much love kid.. hit me back true to yours.. ya biggest fan. this is stan.. i mean. ur umm paul..

-pauly poo

fubar8512 @ 2004-12-16T17:45:00

2004-12-16T23:03:14Z

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LONG LIVE SPACE RACE... LONG LIVE MOLVANIA!

ok yah, so i just got back from work and im jsut chillin and whatnot

work blows as usual kill scardale

not much been happening in my life, ya know, its still the same old shit
got my schdule for next semister

5-4-3-1 OFF BLAST!!

my hair is getting longer and stuff. its fucking gettin awesome.. on the "GOOD DAYS" is falls nice and looks really nice, when its kinda nappy though, it kinda looks all.. well.. nappy, cause dalpra told me that ure not supposed to wash it everyday which i used to do. he says is grows faster.. i dunno if thats true or not, so i mean, i give it a few days b4 i wash it.. PLEASE IF ANYONE CAN DISPROVE THIS THEORY, PLEASE TELL ME.. because not washing my hair seems always a lil dirty to me, caue i like to wash and shower everyday so i dont smell like the harlem globetrotters locker room.. ya know

denise or as i call her Denycé, is all stressed out, i mean with all that work and asshole people (you know who im talkin about.. kill them) so i need to make her happy with a big shout out!! wooo wooo cause she rocks my socks.. NOT SOX!.. anything with SOX fucking pisses me off.. eugh.. so smile babe, your awesome and u need a vacation. u and eddie should plan a vac to like flordia or sumthing.. it would be AWEEESOMEEEE .. or maybe, if your feeling dareing.. goto like jamacia and feeel alll rightt... lolol.. i dunno. IM RANTING!!

well lets see.. gina was in town the other night, so we went to candlelight (WINGS!) then hit up the bar where the whole borders crew was there chillin and drinking.. i didnt drink cause i needed to save money, but laurie bought me a budlight. so thats ok.. i really wanted a MILLER HIGHLIFE.. THE CHAMPAGNE of beers.. mmmm delicous. oh well

i havent really been stressed out myself, i mean, like obviously theres work and school stress.. but as far as like social life stress.. there hasnt been any latley .. its been all good latley. in a way, i kinda miss it.. .... NAHHH who am i kdding!!! lololo.. well im gonna goo

smell you all later

-Pauly poooooo

some shit

2004-12-11T16:38:24Z

yeah so its like 10:55 in the AM on a saturday morning, just thought id keep u guys up to speed with my life

School
its going ok, i mean i got my last week of classes this coming week, shouldnt be that crazy, only thing i really gotta worry about is math ad pysch... whatever yo. i got finals coming up all the way until the 22nd.. after that im home free... well not really. working most the time is whats gonna happen, I hafta make a schddule come monday, and i dont have an appointment with the guy, then again i never did, and ill jsut wait outside until hes done cause i already know what i need.. and if get locked out of a class. i got a backup plan cause im soooo smart!!

work
Oh my god, i swear to god i want to kill every fucking customer that comes through the door, a woman complained yesterday about me. because i was ringing her up to fast.. WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT ABOUT.. im sorry, but if you put stuff on the counter, THAT SIGNIFYS TO ME that you want this stuff.. u dont wait until im like 4 things in to say, NO WAIT, IM NOT SURE IF I WANT THOSE.. and then keeps moving them over the scanner so that they scan in ANYWAY, and im trying to back out and delete the shit SHE scanned, and shes liek ARE U GOING SOMWHERE. and im like No.. im here til midnight, but im trying to get you outta here fast so i can take on the rest of the line behind you (like a good 12 people). then after all is done, "OH IM SORRY, IS THERE AN ONLINE COUPON?" .. yes but u need to bring it in so i can scan it, "oh u dont have one lying around.. so then I GAVE HER THE DISCOUNT.. but then she went and complained that i was TOO HYPER OR TOO FAST.. look.. waht the fuck do u want from a fucking cashire... U dont want us to go too slow.. but now ure yelling at us for being to fast. MAKE UP URE FUCKING MINDS! OMG. so she complained to liz, to which, liz was gonna give her a 20% off entire purcahse coupon. and im like NO. give her the ONLINE one ( 20% one item ) and whatever she was being a cunt.. So i wrote on the Transaction Abort, that the reason was "customer was being a bitch" .. i hope jackie finds that and just starts laughing. so i called her a cunt, obviously not to her face, but i did yell it outloud enough so that maybe the 20 foot radius herad me.. so what if there are children in the store.. children should be home by 10oclock anyway. tucked away in there beds... not coming into a store with mommy. thats another thing. I was working LAST thursday, and its like 10:30am.. and there are kids in the store with mom.. and im like... shouldnt these kids be in school.. and if not, they should be home sick right?? why are they out shopping ??? fuck u scarsdale and ure rich home tutored bastard children.

my so called social life
soo since i havent updated in a while, i gotta bring u guys back a few days
wendsday night, went to the bar for a lil with alana and colleen.. JIMMY my nigga was working there, i fuckin love jimmy, hes crazy in the head, but hes a good guy too.. so we all just got hammered and what not.. being loud and obnoxious..

thursday night, i was just sitting at home, and then the lovly Judy called me and was like whattss upppp lets hang outt. so i quickly changed out of my "Bananas in Pajamas" underware and hoped skipped and tootled over to her house, picked her up, then met up with dave and matt and maggie. smokked a blunt yoo ..word uppppp.. drove around, being silly as usual. matt and dalpra left so i drove judy home. My friends are always so hard to meet for the 1st time, because we are just so silly, and just so... NICE to people.. like, people expect to be shitted on cause there new.. but we are like nice, so i guess we rock!. definatly gonna call judy to chill more often though, its hard trying to find all ure old friends when u come back around here, so insted. she makes a new one!. holla back judy! woo woo

Friday night
well. since i worked until 12am.. and nobody was around. i just called up Tommy Boy, chilled, had like 3 beers with him in my car, listening to the radio and cds and what not. THEN WE PILED ON FOR GAY SEX. i mean got mcdonalds.. well. i did. it was 2am and gosh darn, i was hungry cause i haddnt eatten anything all day.... whatever. Had trouble sleeping lat night though, i dunno, i kept waking up every hour, lookin at the clock and then fallin back to sleep, but only for anothe exact hour.. its not fair, all i wanted was a nice unintterupted sleep, but i kept wakin up for some reason, odd, very odd.

R.I.P Dimebag Darrel, look, i had the experiance of seeing Pantera live, and i tell u it was one of the best concerts.. Pantera, SOulfly, Morbid Angel and Nothing face, at Hammerstein like 2001 ?? i dont remember off hand// dude, it was awesome. and when i found out that Dimebag Darrel was SHOT?.. like some fucking Biggie/Tupac shit.. still hasnt sunk in yet, but man, i gotta drink a few "black tooth grins" in memory of an awesome heavy metal guitar players around.. incase u dont know. Black Tooth Grin, is shot of Crown Royal with a spash of Coke.. yummy. My condoleses to VInnie, and rest of DImes family and what not. cause dude.. thats just not cool what happend.. =( .. miss u dime! u know what though, i always wanted a DIME guitar anyway, maybe one of these days ill buy one.. maybe for my birthday.. cause dude. those guitars are awesomeee .. i dunno im ranting arent i?.... its all good

Denycé, listen i hafta tell u somthing, and its really important. u gotta promise me that u will help me fullfill my dream. and that dream is to pick up some guns at just poppin people. cause, thats just how we do in Yonkers. lol. Dé, i feel u man, every post u make, yo, i feel ya on everything..btw, i heard u got tickets to show.. (de - OH MY PAUL, WHAT SHOW IS THAT).. THE GUNNNN SHOWWW *flexes arms*.. ohhh yeahhhhhhhhh.. lololol.. we are silly bastards, yo, can u imagine, like. u and me rollin up to a joint then going buck wild. crazy shit.. u and me. the ultimate tag team.. 4 life. much love denycé

i think im done for now, i gotta run to the bank, cash my check and what not, cause i think the bank closes at 1. i dunno, who knows.. who cares.. but then i got work at 3 til the ungodly hour of 12am.. then im a free man, call me if u wish!. holla!!

-Pauly poo

fubar8512 @ 2004-12-06T09:06:00

2004-12-06T14:15:19Z

How to make a fubar8512

Ingredients:

1 part anger

5 part crazyiness

1 parts instinct

Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of curiosity

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

WOAH.. HOW TRUE WAS THAT!!.. i guess im... CRAZZZZZYYYY

hmmm yeah soo last night me, rich, greg,amanda,and emily, went to candlelight... realized i was the only one eating.. ate nearly an entire large order and waffle fries to myself.. wow.. i realllllyyy need to stop eating.. BUT I LOVE FOOODDD LYKE OMGGG!!!

hmmmmm...... lol

ok yah here we go
they say it might snow today.. but i dont want it to snow yet.. Listen snow.. IM your boss.. so shushh!!

unvailing the new nickname for Denise.... its.. "DENYCE".. u know like that ghetto brand of clothing.. Eynce.. (Eee-Nee-Che) or whatver.. well its the same thing but with a D in front of it.. aweee someee u rock denyce, but if ure reading this de.. u need to get back to ure work!! lol j/k luv ya. and mad props to the hair straightned picture.. adorable.. absoutly adorable!. SHUSH!! no buts.. just say THANK U!! woooo

ok. soo whatelsee... hmmm i hafta goto class soon.. wanna see if i can complete the 2 week final in 2 days?.. hahaha yeah.. im already half way done.. if u cant belive me.. then ure crazy because i rule at cad

arg, becca is back and i must chill with her soonn.. argggg shiver me timbers. I think she would make an awesome sexy pirate (please can we role play one night.. u can be a sexy pirate.. and i can be.. ummm.. another sexy pirate!!).. lol.. anyway.. must call becca soon

well.. thats it.. ITS OVER!!!!!

-Pauly pooo

HEY!.. IF U READ THIS.. RESPOND!!
!!!!!!!! IM SERIOUS!!... BITCH

12:02 in the PM

2004-12-04T17:44:57Z

hokay

yesterday was filled with excitment, adventure, and maybe scary

ok so maybe it wasnt.. here how it went down

i went shoppin at like 12pm, up to the galleria, got my sis her gift, so im done with her

went to work, chilled. worked til the god awful hour of midnight

soo steve quit yesterday, after only 3 days into the jorb.. haha.. stupid cocksucker.. anyway, besides that. I HATE SCARSDALE PEOPLE

ok.. so they come up to me with a Louis Vutton bag, pull out a platnum credit card to pay for thier stuff... walk away
--- they come back to me saying, I dont want to pay to have something wrapped, because its a Service we offer throughout the year for free blah blah.. and im like WOW, YOU HAVE NO HOLIDAY SPIRIT WHATSOEVER..---- people.. were not askin for liek 20 doller donation.. A DOLLER PER ITEM WRAPPED.. IS IT REALLY SO HARD?? I fucking hate rich Aristocrats of Scarsdale.. im sorry, but u guys live up to every single stereotype known. and ure PROUD OF IT.. CAUSE U GOT MONEY and I DONT, thats why im serving your ass.. eugh, people like that make me sick. dont get me wrong, some of them are very nice. but cmon, A DOLLER. cause its not a TAX DEDUCTABLE DONATION.. eugh.. oh yeah that woman said "what if people contribute to that organization already,"... and i said A doller more?

yo honestly, I want to shoot them all with a super soaker filled with Hepatitis A B AND C!.. i wanna put Aids in thier Purified water, i just want them to DIE. You Smell, You Suck, Your cheap, your kids are terrible spoiled bitches, YOU SMELL, your crazy, your fat, your ugly, your fucking stupid Your cheap, cringe and hold on to every penny, cause im sure that DOLLER is gonna go towards sumthing reallll great.. like that makeup ure gonna buy ure 11 year old daughter.. or the PEARLS SHE ALWAYS WANTED. meanwhile shes like 7 years old, whoreing up the street, you stupid twat

So then Kerri had a lil shindig at her apt .. oh man.. THE PARTY CAME WHEN PARTY-BOY ARRIVED... ok, not only did i put on a plastic latexy cop hat and big sun glasses and do the party boy dance, i drank, chilled with some of my best buddiess in da world..
crazy times .. crazy times..
~~

after the whole thing at kerri's, Mike, Gina and Myself, went on a quest to get mcdonalds, BUT THEY WERE SERVING BREAKFAST!! OMG!! SO MAD Gina wanted fries, so we drove to s. bway. ad waited online for like 20 mionutes for fries.. drove them both home

i got home at like 5:15am.. eugh.. i need more sleep!!

~~

OMG, LIKE TOTALLY ALMOST DID AN ENTIRE POST w.O. giving a shoutout to mah girl Denise.. or Snoop Cool De.. haha.. ok, yeh, so all we did was take things from other rappers, and put DE in there.. SNoop Deg... Dr. Dee... d-NicE.. de-Cent.. DEnise-Yayo.. ok. so we are losers BIG DEAL!.. u wanna mess with Yonkers!?.. we bomb yo ass, we aint singing, we bringin drama, FUck U and ure mother fucking momma!

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

i gotta make classes for next semiester, i need to talk to people and shit.. EUGH... CrazyNeSs.. aight yo, ttyl!!!!
-PAULY POO!

imma update tommorw afternoon. welltoday

2004-12-04T10:21:58Z

self explanitory.. tommorw ill update.. its 5:21 and i just got home.. see u katz layta

2:12am.. woot

2004-12-03T07:27:41Z

HOKAY.. the day sucked cause i worked 8-5.. i got ripped off again at the bagel place..
$8.50 for two sauasage egg and cheeses. ugh. that sucks man

so after work, came home, chilled nothing too much
rich calls me up.. goto the bayou tonite at 11... and im like yehh aight maybe

i got out with matt and maggie for a lil bit.. not much happening, we made origami birds and boats.. well only cause we are losers

so i called up Judy, who i work with, and was like yooo come out
so after ending up cross county parkin lot
me and judy smoke a small joint. whatever, it was leftovers. didnt really get us high, but it got us in that mood

we goto the bayou, then rich and rhea show up. good times. aint nothing but good times
drinking.. hey.. why not.. work people gettin together..drinking. keep in mind that rhea is one of my managers.. but hey, all bets are off when u exit that building.

so yeah good times, i drove judy home and i came back to find new posts and replys. both by my yonkaz home girl denise... two wOOTs and a wOOT for denise.. yayyy!!

so anyway, that is so far.
been nothing but good times so far
havent really been distrout over sumthing in a while.. im due.
i need a really bitchy arguement
where i can do nothing but complain for a week straight, then totally forget about it. haha

i mean, the whole mess LAST year, which almost drove me to insanity was with the whole kristina/chris/connie situation.

ya know, the more i think about it now, liek lookin back, i realize what a fucking TOOL i was.. lol
but hey, people get crazy ya know. it was all just waayyy to crazy, then we all started to fight and shit.. BAD TIMES SON!

i hated every minute of it, i mean, i was throwing away something i spent a while creating. a good friendship with the chach, and a deep bond with connie. all because i let my head get gassed man. do i regret it? yeah i do, because i mean, im not one to hate people.. well for at least for a lil while

all my ex girlfriends, ie maggie, deanna ..etc, im still friends with to this day. like, even people from way back who were just my friends back then, are still my friends today. i HATE the fact that someone out there, someone hates my guts, yah know. i just feel really bad, because lookin back, i realized i was SUCHHHH a douche..

i dunno yo, im drunken rambling arent I

what??? keep talkin about anal sex? ok here we go
Anal Sex, or as i call it THE FORBIDDEN HELLO!
there are no winners

lol, im fucking crazy i swear

u better hope ure kids dont turn out like me

RUN FOR IT MARTY!!!

see yah, drop me a line
thoughts, questions will be answered
wOOOOOOOt

hmmmmm blarg?

2004-12-01T05:52:15Z

Hokay, soo i need to be doing work buttt im bored

lets seee..... wellllll.. NOTHING IS EVER GOOD

YOU KNOW THIS BY NOW

ooo goshen sent me some HOT PICTURES of myself.. yes yours truly in some NEW PHOTOS.. good.. now i can stop showing people the gay ones of me when i was 16.. or Halloween pictueres with me dressed up all ghetto.. new pictures rock..

i wish i knew how to post them on lj.. id show u them.. butt ehhhhh fuck it.. ask me and ill send u them

cause i masturbate with money!

hmmm well lets see, Denise is mad cool, she has been added to my LJ friends cause shes a big dork and looked up YONKERS on keywords and my name came up so she was all like YOOO WASSAPPP and im all like WHATS REALLY GOOD... so blah blah we are just talkin.. so everyone.. i want u to treat Denise with the same respect you give me... which is... close to none.... no.. wait... None.. its ok though.

so yeh.. Rich said. we need to have a work food day like sundays after 10.. ill holla wit dat.. yummy Friday is Work BAR night.. and Sunday is work food day.. horray.. attention all borders employees. we should do that.. because rich says so..for christ sake.. hes a supervisor the cafe!! *snicker snicker*.. who doesnt have keys.. or his name in the supervisor part of the schdule... DAMN THAT JIM!!

hokay

soooo... i got class at 8am.. sooo imma be out.. laytaaaa!!!

-Pauly PooOOoo

i really gotta goto work.!! ahhh

2004-11-28T12:38:16Z

You Are a Liberal Republican

When you tell people that you're Republican, they rarely believe you.

That's because you're socially liberal - likely pro-choice and pro-gay rights.

You're also not so afraid of big goverment, as long as it benefits people and not politicians.

You are the most likely of any Republican type to swing over to the Democrat side sometimes.

What political persuasion are you?

stupid lindsay and her journal thing.. making me do the thing.. AHHH WORK!!!!.. see ya!!

noooooooooooo

2004-11-27T12:30:30Z


borders are love
brought to you by the isLove Generator

WHY BORDERS!.. EUGH.. i saw this and i was like NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

i hafta goto work... BORDERS.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH